I am living decay, I await for the day for earth to consume me whole.

wow, deep man, wht made u leave, wht made u come back?

wow thats really good.

Dont say that its not worth it.
I love you so much, and i hate to see you wanting to just give up.
I know its hard. You know i know that more than anything.
I hate that you live so far from me, and i cant show you how much i care.
But i absolutly adore you Axel. I want to say it to your face.
It kills me that i cant hold you let alone just hold your hand and tell you everything will be okay.
And yesterday you told me life sucked because we are parted by such a great distance, well i dont want you to forget what i told you. Because what i told you, is why i dont give up hope.
Because i know that the distance is far, but it will decrease in time, until there is no distance at all.
I just want you to try to be positive until that day that we can be together, the day i run through my head over and over again. How when i see you ill just want to hug you as hard as i can and cry because i know its over, the hardpart will be over.
Nothing in this world means more to me than you and i want you to be okay until i can be with you and always protect you and make you better.

I can relate to this so much that it's scary. ;) Love it. But not yours, right?

bUzZeD!

voluptuosity said:

I can relate to this so much that it's scary. ;) Love it. But not yours, right?

Thanks, and yeah its mine.

shadowraver said:

Thanks, and yeah its mine.

O wow. This was amazing. =) How long have you been writing? Me? Poetry for 18 years. I have a similar dark edge to my work as well. ;) Screw the blade! It's the pen baby. The pen!

voluptuosity said:

shadowraver said:Thanks, and yeah its mine.O wow. This was amazing. =) How long have you been writing? Me? Poetry for 18 years. I have a similar dark edge to my work as well. ;) Screw the blade! It's the pen baby. The pen!

^^, well I dont really do poetry to be honest, with me its kind of like i just harnest what I feel and i transfer it down onto the paper, and just add a poetic flow to it i guess.

shadowraver said:

voluptuosity said:
shadowraver said:Thanks, and yeah its mine.O wow. This was amazing. =) How long have you been writing? Me? Poetry for 18 years. I have a similar dark edge to my work as well. ;) Screw the blade! It's the pen baby. The pen!

^^, well I dont really do poetry to be honest, with me its kind of like i just harnest what I feel and i transfer it down onto the paper, and just add a poetic flow to it i guess.

Free writing. :) I love that. Dare I share?

http://allpoetry.com/poem/2418069

I'm not sure if you can browse anything of mine since you may not be a member. But the description of the poem reads as follows...

What goth is. Where goths are. You can find more in darkness than fear.
by Voluptuosity 34 lines, 8 comments, on Dec 14 3:55 AM 2006. In Dark, Inspirational, Dedication